Jacob found the note on the floor next his shoes. He stared at it for a second assuming he had inadvertently pushed it off his desk as he shuffled the mounds of legal papers that seemed to dominate his life. The message was in his secretary’s handwriting and was painfully simple and efficient. It reminded him that he had dinner reservations with his wife Denise at their favorite Italian restaurant. Seven o’clock was written in large numerals clearly indicating the time he was supposed to meet her there.
It made no sense to Jacob, Denise would never leave such a
note without saying something to him first. “Denise?” he called over the intercom.
The lack of her immediate response was frustrating but Jacob just assumed she
might have gone to the restroom. He might have puzzled over Denise’s absence
further if the report analyzing the legal ramifications of a regional business
being bought out by a huge corporation did not demand every ounce of his
attention. So consumed by his work it took the ringing of his private phone
line a few minutes later to pull him away again.
“Hello,” he said while still looking at the report, “This is
Jacob Lane.”
“Mr. Lane,” his secretary said coldly over the phone,
“you’ve obviously forgotten about the dinner date with your wife.”
“Excuse me? Where are you Denise? I need those updated
figures from accounting.”
“Sir, I’m home with my family. In fact I have been here for
two hours. You need to look at that ancient grandfather clock by the bathroom door.”
Jacob considered himself an important man but he had long
realized that Denise was not to be trifled with when it came to keeping him
organized and on time. Still his mind refused to let go of the work that
occupied his every waking moment and it took several seconds to understand what
the clock said.
The hands on the old clock said it was a quarter past six in
the evening. A flash of realization hit Jacob, the restaurant where he was
supposed to meet his wife was across town and it would take something of a
miracle for him to get there on time.
“Don’t worry Mr. Lane,” Denise said, “I took the liberty of
calling a taxi and it is waiting for you now downstairs. If you leave this very
second you can make your reservation.”
Despite everything Jacob found himself weighing the
necessity of even going. Not only did he have the report to finish but he
needed to work on two other projects and begin making notes for a speech he had
to give in New York next month. Jacob sighed deeply, it seemed he was
constantly running from one thing to the other and something had to give.
“Listen Denise,” he said, “can you call my wife and cancel?”
“With all due respect Mr. Lane, no. I am off the clock and
enjoying my family. If you want to cancel this late you will have to call Sarah
and do it yourself.” Denise then abruptly hung up leaving him no choice but to
run downstairs and catch the waiting taxi.
Minutes ticked by as the taxi sped through the streets of
downtown Atlanta towards the restaurant. This gave Jacob a chance to reflect
about his situation. Any anger he might have felt about Denise’s refusal to
call his wife was dampened by the fact it was the marriage counselor he and
Sarah was seeing that was forcing him to leave his desk when there was so many
projects that had reached a crucial phase. Months before, they recognized that
there was a void in their marriage and that it was only growing larger as their
outside responsibilities kept pulling them in opposite directions.
At his core, Jacob knew he wanted his marriage to continue,
if for no other reason than simple inertia. Divorce was messy and while the
kids were grown with the way he and Sarah’s lives were intertwined separating everything
after so many years would be a nightmare. More to the point he had this memory
of Sarah when they were younger; she was so vibrant that it almost hurt to be
around her. It was that memory Jacob clung to and the reason he wanted to stay
married.
****
Sarah Lane was angry on so many levels that it was hard to
think. Her assistant had screwed up the time of the showing and now she was
stuck watching the pretension couple wander around the empty downtown condo
discussing possible paint colors and what decorator they wanted to hire. Sarah
would have long since dumped their backsides back on the street but they
overflowed with money and if the sell went through she would score big time.
As Sarah leaned on the condo’s granite topped kitchen
counter she dreamed of all the dirty and demeaning chores her ditzy assistant would
be forced to perform for condemning her to such a late and painfully drawn out
showing. As if on cue, Sarah’s cell phone started buzzing with the caller ID
indicating it was her assistant Cindy.
“Mrs. Lane,” the young community college dropout said
breathlessly, “I confused the time and day for your dinner date with your
husband. It’s tonight and you have about thirty minutes to get to the
restaurant.”
Rage seethed through Sarah’s body and she fought the urge to
cuss out the young woman. Firing her was impossible, Cindy’s mom owned Davis
Residential Builders, the biggest development company in north Georgia. By
keeping the young slacker on her payroll all the real estate agents that worked
for Sarah got first shot at all new homes Davis Residential built. For Sarah,
keeping Cindy was just part of the difficult business equation she had to
wrestle with on a daily basis.
Like her husband Jacob had done earlier, Sarah’s first
thought was to have Cindy call him and reschedule. “Sorry, Mrs. Lane,” Cindy
responded, “I can’t reach him for some reason.”
Sarah bit her tongue in an attempt not to ask Cindy the
question as to whether she actually dialed the right number. Instead Sarah
began running the equation in her mind as to whether she should drop everything
and leave since the restaurant was just a few blocks away or to just stay at
the condo and finish up with the couple in hopes of making the sale.
Sarah was surprised to discover that she really wanted to
stay with the couple since despite their glacial pace they appeared to be
leaning heavily towards buying the place. But as Sarah continued to run the
numbers through her head she remembered what the marriage counselor said about
her insane pace of life and that if she wanted to stay married to Jacob
something would have to give. Jacob had always been a good husband and father,
simple decency required she try and make things work.
“Alright Cindy,” Sarah said, “I’m leaving the condo to go
met my husband, I want you to immediately come here and stay with the buyers.
Please be sure to lock up once they leave. I’ll touch base with you after I’m
done.” After saying goodbye to the couple she walked out the door and hurried
toward the restaurant.
****
Sarah arrived just as Jacob stepped out of the cab. They
looked at each other and hesitated, some echo of a memory whispered that they
should be glad to see each other. They almost embraced but instead Jacob just
opened the door and allowed Sarah to enter first.
After the host seated them they both attempted to tell each
other about their day. The conversation was stilted as each noticed the
attention of the other easily drifted away. They eventually abandoned any
attempt to chat and just ate in silence once their meals were served. Both took
refuge in their own thoughts and what would be required of them after they were
free to run back to their jobs.
With the check paid they walked out the restaurant. “I’ll see
you back at the house once I make sure Cindy didn’t scare that couple away and
that she locked up the condo.” Sarah said.
“Oh, don’t wait up for me,” Jacob replied, “I’ve got that
report to finish and notes to write for my speech. I may just stay at the office.”
For a moment they looked at each other before parting. Some flicker
of whatever it was that once brought them together still existed but it was
elusive as a fine mist in a dark room and neither felt they had to time to find
it again. But what really caused them to run back to their own pursuits was the
utter emptiness they could no longer ignore as they looked into each other’s
eyes.
7 comments:
...if for no other reason than simple inertia...
It is so sad, but there are a lot of marriages out there based on inertia. I wonder how many couples manage to find their way back together again and how many end up bitter and lonely.
And I also wonder how many people worked like that only to get laid off during some downsizing.
Inertial guidance. . . .
perhaps there is more meaning to the inertial than we think?
ALOHA from Honolulu
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So realistic. Well written.One typo I saw:
“Alright Cindy,” Sarah said, “I’m leaving the condo to go met my husband,..."
Instead of met it should be meet
Oh how sad.:(
Sad tale, but a lot of truth in it. If more couples were willing to put as much effort into their marriages as they put into their jobs, there'd be a lot let inertia in their lives, and a lot fewer divorces in the world.
Sometimes it's hard to find what it was that drew you to someone in the first place. It gets shoved to the back of your head by jobs, family needs, social whatever, etc..
It takes serious work sometimes to see the person I fell for without the rest getting in the way.
Good story! Were the Assistants working towards getting them "together".
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