Erin Moore spent her last free day on
Earth with James Thomas at their favorite resort on the Brazilian savanna.
James was still in bed asleep as she sipped a cup of coffee while
sitting on their room's balcony looking out toward the giant domes
that preserved the last remnants of the Amazon Rain forest.
For a moment she considered taking a
picture of the massive structures to show her future children, but
ultimately decided against the idea. If the mission counselors
stumbled upon the holographic photos as the last of her personal
effects were uploaded to the ship's servers they might get a wild
hair and takeaway her flight status. Too many global credits had gone
into the mission to have even one crew member dealing with the
psychological trauma of permanently leaving Earth. What was truly
bothering her was the message flashing on her personal datapad.
The legal A.I. entity her lawyers
employed had finally worked out all the details on the termination of
Erin's five-year marriage contract with James. The pad screen listed
out how their mutual property was being divided along agreed lines.
The whole procedure being a testament to the timeless idiocy of legal
mumbo jumbo since her personal property mass limit was five
kilograms. Erin's situation simply didn't lend itself to keeping any
of the items they bought as a couple.
Is this an example of the separation
anxiety the mission counselors were always warning us about, she
thought to herself. Erin took refuge in the idea that the reason she
and James did a five-year contract was that their careers were always
going to be considered above the relationship. She had applied for a
slot on one of the Alpha Centauri colony missions right after
graduating from university. James, already a pilot in the United
Earth Space Navy, required the marriage leeway to keep his career
viable. Having to turn down a possible posting someplace faraway like the habitat
orbiting Pluto because of a wife and kids would kill his chances for
promotion. The cold war between Earth and Mars might be over, but
there were still colony habitats beyond Saturn that adhered to the
totalitarian Neo-spartan ideology.
It wouldn't matter to me, she thought
to herself as she climbed back into bed and moved closer to her
former husband. She would be on the Gaia by tomorrow afternoon
leaving James forever. She knew he had already started communicating
with one of the female members of his squadron. Erin cynically
figured they would be an item before her cold sleep chamber had fully
suspended her body between life and death.
Even though Erin was nursing a self
righteous grudge, she maneuvered herself into James' arms. This was
no time for second thoughts Erin continued to herself, years of
struggling to make it through the selection process and then even
more time training for the chance to be part of the last crewed
colonization expedition to Alpha Centauri was something she couldn't
pass up. Even if it meant letting James go as she and the
six-thousand other pioneers went into cold sleep for the fifty year
voyage to the planet now called New Haven.
***
The cargo shuttle lifted off from the
Boa Vista complex carrying the last batch of crew members for the
Gaia. In her seat, Erin clutched the small box James had given
her just minutes before boarding. After making her promise to open it
before going into cold sleep, he turned and coldly walked away
without saying goodbye. Not exactly how she imagined their last
moments, but Erin was ready for it nonetheless. Feeling slightly
hurt, Erin walked down the passageway to the shuttle and found her
seat. Barely ten minutes later the shuttle rolled onto the runway and
lifted off into the atmosphere and beyond.
The trip to the Centauri colony
shipyards at the lunar Lagrange-4 point took a day and Erin used it
to close up all her other loose ends. She made one final call to her
mom and dad in San Diego then to a few former teachers and
professors. Erin felt strangely detached talking with her parents for
the last time but she ended the call without shedding a lot of tears.
Her younger brother was married and living with his wife and child in
Scotland. Given that the global restrictions on family size had been
removed, her parents would almost definitely see another grandchild
and maybe even a third. Babies running around a house did a lot to
sooth the pain of of parents missing their crazy daughter who wanted
run off to another star system.
It wasn't until the latter part of the
flight that she finally opened the box James had given her. Inside
was an even smaller box that had a strange type of memory crystal
embedded into the top. A small strip of paper had the words: “Push
down on the crystal with your thumb.”
Unfolding the small table attached the
seat in front of her, Erin placed the box on it and followed the
instructions. A couple of seconds later a miniature, hologram of
James appeared above the crystal. When it began to speak, Erin lost
all her carefully crafted composure.
“Hi sweetie,” the hologram said in
James' voice, “bet you thought you would never hear or see me
again. This is one of the newest toys the damn Martians created in
their labs. When I was there as an liaison with the provisional
government one of the Martians told me about these keepsakes. See,
they take a scan of your brain down to a molecular level and embed it
onto a hyper-memory crystal. Through the use of some seriously crazy
software this device creates an artificial personality allowing a
limited form of interaction.
While this representation of me isn't a
true artificial intelligence, we can still carry on a conversation.
Hope you don't mind me tagging along to New Haven. And no, this
avatar doesn't have an emotional algorithm, so I'll never be jealous
of whomever you hook up with at the end of your voyage. Just imagine,
you can show your grand kids the weirdo you were married to back on
Earth.”
For the rest of journey on the shuttle,
Erin hid in one of the zero-gee restrooms crying.
***
Gaia was falling towards Earth
using the planet's gravity to slingshot out into interplanetary space
where its main engines would then ignite. Erin was in engineering
monitoring the several orbital tugs guiding the colony starship on
the first leg of its long journey. Earth filled the large screen
above her workstation with Erin wondering just what James was doing
down on the surface. She had tried to call him several times but was
sent to voicemail after each attempt. It was clear their breakup
wasn't as cut and dry as they originally planned.
Erin duties did not prevent her from
enjoying the majesty of her home world. The Earth's human population
was down to under six-billion with it projected to fall much further
due to two centuries of global planning and management. It took the
Chaos Times of the twenty-first century to finally force humanity to
evolve beyond infantile ideologies and realize their own extinction
was a real possibility. Born in the mid-twenty second century, Erin
couldn't fathom the world that had existed up until the 2050's when
the stirrings of the New Rationalists began to be heard over the
continuous, destructive static of what was then human civilization.
While much had been done to first stop
the destruction then repair the damage, the flooded coastlines of the
continents were a testament to human stupidity. While the atmosphere
was approaching pre-industrial levels and the planetary climate had
stabilized, the massive flooding that had devastated whole countries
and submerged entire islands was irreversible.
Once clear of Earth and its orbital
system, the Gaia's
main engines were pushed up to one-hundred percent it was time for
the crew to enter cold sleep. Erin entered her cold sleep chamber
with the assistance of two human technicians and a restrict
intelligence robot. The drugs slowing her metabolism and preparing
her body for the cold temperatures made her thoughts hazy. The
numerous intravenous lines and monitoring cables attached to her body
made Erin feel less than human.
“Okay lieutenant,” the technician
said as she calibrated the readings on Erin's medical panel next her
chamber, “when you go under all brain activity will stop. The next
time you wake up wee will be in orbit around New Haven or whatever
the people there finally decided to call the planet.”
As instructed, Erin began counting
backward from twenty feeling her mind increasingly slow down. She
never reached fifteen before she went under and the techs and robot
moved on to the next crew member. However, a final sliver of a
thought about James crossed her mind before she was engulfed by the
abyss. It was more a feeling than actual words, but as her mind faded she wished to be back on Earth with him.