Sunday, September 24, 2017

Life Goes On







The smell of the freshly brewed coffee in my cup was already weaving together the synapses in my brain as I plopped into the chair in front of the television. As I settled in with my caffeine and listened to the overly attractive and surely focus group-tested lady read off the leading news, I could feel my consciousness asserting itself even though my body wanted desperately to crawl back into bed. Sleep offered nothing but a pleasant postponement of having to listen to the long worn out machinations of men who are playing a game whose purpose they can't fathom beyond the pursuit of blatant self-gratification.

As the same stories that had dominated the news for days and even weeks were read off there was a bit of perverse comfort in knowing that the shit pile called current events hadn't drastically changed since the night before. A sad commentary on life for sure, but with the nation and world being held essentially hostage by people whose psychologies never rose above that of the average schoolyard bully you take comfort in whatever form available.

The leading story that morning was the super-hurricane that had just run over the island Puerto Rico with all the compassion the current occupant of the White House can muster about anyone outside his family. Funny thing about that hurricane, being the latest in a strange line of “Once in a lifetime weather events,” a person might begin to wonder if some outside force might be amplifying them. Its almost got to the point that our elected leaders should call upon the highly educated and professional men and women who have studied climate and weather for years to look into the matter. If this change in climate is because of something humans have done it would seem a good idea to stop it and work to repair the damage.

Just as soon as the last pictures of tropical destruction faded off the screen the news lady appeared saying she would be back soon after this commercial break. That's when the nausea struck causing me to put down my coffee cup.

“This is my hair!” The now middle aged, former child television star exclaimed as if he had just discovered the location of the fountain of youth. Call it a bizarre notion given our culture, but its always bothered me that many celebrities can't seem to walkaway from the limelight even though the basis of their fame had long since faded into oblivion. This particular individual, the middle boy child of a late 1960's and early 1970's merged television family has tenaciously fought to keep some aspect of his fame. He's no lone ranger with several others in his television family going to equally awkward levels to stay in the public mind.

“I can wash this hair, I can style this hair, this is my hair!” He continued with all the zeal of someone who just a personal one-on-one conversation with God. I could feel the bile in my stomach bubbling as this washed up actor turned reality star talked about how much better he looked and felt since undergoing the the procedure that restored him to a full head of hair. In normal times such enthusiasm would have been reserved for developing a vaccine for polio or finishing a project that brought fresh water to a third world village.

As a middle aged man myself who is severely follicely challenged, I know all the reasons that commercial justified for males having their hair restored to improve appearance or regain confidence is a thinly disguised lie. If the true reason for hair restoration was just for confidence, there wouldn't have been a need for the company to pay a twenty-something, bikini wearing lady to sit in a hot tub beside the grinning fifty-something man sporting an abnormal amount of hair on his head. As a book I just finished stated, our civilization is based on clever fictions we convince ourselves are true. But at some point men should just own up and admit that no matter our age, our chief goal never drifts far from wanting to get laid. I truly feel we would all be mentally healthier in the end if we faced that truth.

Speaking of delusions or grandeur, when the news lady returned her story was about the various speeches given at the opening of the United Nations Assembly earlier this week. Sure enough a video soon began showing America's latest joke on civilization and history at the podium wildly gesturing while exclaiming how he would totally destroy the country lead by the only other individual who rivals him at being a dangerous stooge. It is my sincerest hope that at some point in the future humans will have advanced enough to recognize the aberrant behavior in children that leads to narcissistic megalomania.

From there hopefully they could either correct it or prevent such individuals from ever holding any position of power greater than a city employed gardener. How far should societies go to prevent such maladjusted individuals who crave power like plants need sunlight from pursing their goals? While civilized people like to say the ends never justify the means, depending of how much our personalities are govern by genetics, I'd have to say pretty damn far to prevent anything similar to “Fat Man” and “Little Boy” from ever coming to power again.

Faced with a growing weather apocalypse, crass commercialism promoted by washed up actors, and the immediate threat of nuclear Holocaust perpetrated by mutant trolls, I turned off the television and went outside to sit on my backyard deck. While I was physically able to settle in my chair my mind was still reeling from the complexities of a civilization where the various leaders are acting instinctively instead of intelligently. Seriously, it should totally freak out any reasonably sentient person that the Catholic Church has a better scientific understanding of many of the global problems we face than the leaders of most twenty-first century nations.

That was when I saw the bird feeder my wife had just purchased and had hanging for one of the backyard trees. A bird I couldn't identify and a squirrel appeared to be in some sort of staring contest on either side of the large feeder. With the feeder slightly swinging from their small jerky motions I expected one of the two to leave while the other gorged out on the seed supply. Instead they both pigged out on the seeds for several seconds before both leaving. My sighting of the two animals sharing the bird feeder wasn't anything profound but it did allow me to brush off the residual anxiety from my mistake of watching the morning news. Essentially it showed me that worrying about things won't help the situation and that despite it all life will go on. After that revelation I made another cup of coffee and enjoyed the day.

7 comments:

Jimmy said...

Life does go on my friend, no matter how much we sit and worry about things like this at the end of the day it hasn't changed, it is what it is and like you said, grab another cup of coffee and have a good day.

Harry Hamid said...

I thought of that very commercial once when I saw then-candidate Trump encouraging someone in his audience to come up on stage and touch his hair.

He held his hair a certain way with his hand, leaned over, and told the audience member he could touch it, then asking, "Is that real?" They say it's not real?"

I thought that, just like with the Brady kid, most people who have real hair don't have to approach the quesiton of whether their hair is theirs in that way. Holding your hair a certain way before letting someone touch it with one finger isn't any more "normal" than having to say, "I can swim with my hair!"

If true, it goes without saying and without insistence that people can swim with their hair.

I'm getting there. I have probably 4 more years with hair. I hope I'm not that vain and in denial then.

Pixel Peeper said...

That's it, I'm getting a bird feeder. Every time I hear the words "escalating tensions" in connection with "North Korea" and "Trump" I'm afraid of falling into a severe, deep depression. This whole shit really has me scared.

I know a few people who just have had kids - they are the only people who give me some hope. Because, certainly people wouldn't have babies if the world is about to be obliterated by nuclear weapons. Right? Right?

Commander Zaius said...

Jimmy: Amen!

Harry: I can almost literally say the majority of my hair fell out in the space of two years. What's worse, it happened right before I retired from the National Guard.

Pixel: Yeah, most of this post I was being rather flippant with the global situation. I have very real concerns that I could wake one afternoon and find out Trump has hit North Korea with a preemptive attack. My initial hopes that conflict could be avoids rested on the fact that the South Koreans would need to be notified if we planned on hitting the North. South Korea would need to evacuate Seoul and all the other towns close to the DMZ.

Now, I'm not so sure Trump will tell anyone before he launched the cruise missiles. Any new war in Korea will be a nightmare , but lets hope the stories I heard about North Korea vaccinating their troops for smallpox is an unfounded rumor. Such a practice suggests North Korea might have a supply of smallpox to use a bio-weapon.

CraveCute said...

I've been away from blogger for most of the past year because of the current occupant in the WH. Barely had the energy to keep my blog going. Your title caught my eye as I too have figured out that life goes on. In fact I've had this quote on my blog for sometime now...
“In three words I can sum up everything I've learned about life: it goes on.”
― Robert Frost

Great post, thank you!

The Bug said...

If birds and squirrels can eat peacefully from the same feeder, SURELY we can figure out a way to not annihilate eat other. Right?

Marja said...

Yes the world is a scary place at the moment especially that nuclear threat. I agree with your last philosophical paragraph better enjoy the garden. I hate watching and reading the news these days. I love how the squirrel and the bird ate together The world can learn from that :)